i don't really know why i feel like i need to change so often. we live in a world of facelifts and tummy tucks. i suppose i exert whatever control i can over my life and hope it gives me some peace. but you know, it never really happens.
i just smile and go with the flow.
so i leave you with this...
"We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for the first time, let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are." - Garden State